blurbs

*talked to morgy today. it was assuaging to be understood, validated, and encouraged.
*thought alot today about why i can't get myself to sing in the shower anymore, do center barre exercises, or stretch. Thought about doing all of that stuff and realized that I've packed away all of my tights, shoes, etc. although I don't need it to do it, it just seemed like a good excuse.
*my wrist is still giving me problems. It's a constant reminder that that part of my life really did exist...for 11 solid years. Half of my life.
*i'm trying to enjoy the now. The now, however, does not include performing.
*I think I want to start over. That scene in 'Save the Last Dance' keeps coming to my mind when Sean Patrick Thomas asks her if she dances and she says 'No. I used to'. I could get used to that response. jah.
*I don't like getting frustrated. My brain starts overheating, and I can't articulate any of my thoughts. sigh.
*I love my hair :)

<3 , Me