Today, my hair was unwilling to cooperate. In some areas it was perfectly coiled, in others, wavy, in the middle, so tight and springy. Gah. My 'bad' hair led me to spend about an hour in the bathroom, trying to decide if I should wear make-up to make up for my 'bad' hair. Mind you, I was preparing only to go to dinner at grammy's. Fortunately, the make up LOST! tee he :D I went out without any make-up, only moisturizer and lip-gloss, and a crazy lookin afro puff. It probably really is my fault for not getting it trimmed. It's growing out so fast, and i'm sure the uneven length is affecting my perception of the texture.
*Random* Today I watched an old episode of Baywatch and realized how racy it was/is! whoa. that show was before it's time.
I've been feeling very...insecure lately...and anxious. A couple of days ago, I almost had a panic attack, and it's weird, but I feel like its all bottled up, and is ready to strike again. Gah. Jesus help. It has been 6 months since I had one. 6 whole months!!!
I don't know what else I have to say. Lots of random thoughts. I really really really want to shop. My little fingers are online every second that my computer is open, looking through the wonderful, beautiful clothing of delias and the limited. tee hee. I'm excited about my car. I love matthew with all of my heart. He's wonderful. I know that the problems we've gone through and will go through, will help us in the future...I know we'll get through all of this.
well, no more random rants.
<3, Me
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