i haven't had a lot of peace about much of anything lately. My soul is calmed when I think about how faithful Jesus is, and how much He yearns to protect and care for me. He always shows up just when I need Him. I hope to use this part of my life in my ministry...this faithfulness that the Lord has shown me when I know spiritual attack is aimed right at me. It's incredible how powerful He is...His name alone makes darkness tremble. Amazing.
Lately, I've spent way too much time being jealous. I believe that when I am jealous, it is because I am not doing my best at something, so I envy others and their accomplishments. I've always believed that and it's true. I'm not being the best girlfriend. I'm not spending as much time with Jesus as others are, or as much as I would like. I'm not the most beautiful woman. There are other things that have been creeping on my list, like the fact that i'm not artsy or technologically literate, or super talented, or on frikin Broadway. I think I need some time to just do me. I wish I could actually know how to be better at these things...well..except the beautiful part...and the artsy and technologically literate parts...those are just because I'm competitive and I want to do everything that all the cool people do..oy vey. guess i'll jsut work for Jesus and Broadway ;)
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